I've heard about
kerville
I MEAN
when I was in college
CAMPFIRE songs
was recorded there
ON A WALKMAN or something
with the crickets
that stuff had
MEANING
to me
&
it's funny
I had it all pictured
in my HEAD
it was this VAST FLAT place
idk WHY
I'd been to the hill country
the town
SEEMS
I was gonna say gentrified
BUT
really it's more complicated than that
there's a WAY
in which
a lot of information
has a sort of
PROCESSING DELAY
AND
I'm pretty sure
that could be happening here too
SO
if I seem some kinda way, or whatever
KNOW that
I'm not trying to be
some kinda WAY
I'm going right at things
& then later
saying
OH
LIKE
I think I was maybe rude to the
tarot reader guy
I didn't mean to be, but I'm pretty sure I was
I used to feel confident
in my ability to
LIKE
KNOW what was GOING on
HOW
I was woven into the fabric of space time
what the other people
would understand
my words to MEAN
I had all that stuff with the therapist
about figuring out WHAT people
WANT
to KNOW
I'm having a moment with that aspect of me
THAT was
SO GOOD
WARM ❤️
I'm not sure
do I SEEM
as if I'm a frightened animal
or
STILL
the distant way
I think I sometimes
am
I imagined you
running around
playing with your friends
& it made me happy
WARM ❤️
made me happy
