I do not feel ripe
& I feel like
I have a rigid shell
& things are
BETTER 
in their
RIPENESS
right
it occurred to me 
that I'm not analyzing it 
to see if there are
negative ways
because THAT makes me 
CRAZY
I went to Ulta today
I used to like
to go there
it was a wander around 
DE-COMPRESS after work spot
I don't like it MUCH anymore 
I had a mild migraine, in fairness