Saturday, May 4, 2024

hmmmmmmm

the thing about me
jason commented on my picture
& it was nice of him
BUT 
I don't know HOW 
I SHOULD feel

he said dad would be 
PROUD of me
for my paintings

AND my FIRST thought was 
REALLY 
he was PROUD that I managed a coffee shop
because he could SEE himself 
in THAT 

BUT 
it just strikes me as ODD
but I MEAN I guess 
that's what people think you want

it was sort of
him not committing to actually 
saying HE liked it
which I then feel slightly 
guilty for THINKING 
BUT 
I bet I'm NOT wrong