Monday, May 13, 2024

OR
POSSIBLY MORE aggressive 
BUT not
ANTI-family
OR

I changed it
in the moment 
& I got a reaction 

I said
on the bucket thing
instead of possible trigger

I SAID 
BONUS ROUND
GRANDPA died at the beach

I'm just not SURE whether it was
a GOOD reaction 

I DID enjoy it though
& I enjoyed
having something unexpected 
BURST out of me

I couldn't see em at the nutcracker 
I can't see you NOW 
BUT 
I'm used to READING people
I got the impression 
all the other people 
seem to see the audience 
BUT 
I guess
be prepared not to

it's good to understand 
what the stage
feels like
from
the other direction 

STAND up
is such a short amount of time
it's like 
inoculation for something else 
MAYBE 

I didn't HATE it