I wasn't trying to say THAT
BUT
I've got something
COMING up
I THINK
& I have this
FEELING
it could be one of those
CLEANING projects
where you gotta pull everything out
MAKE a huge mess
BEFORE
you can SORT
EVERYTHING
& I WORRY honestly
about being able to DEAL
with all THAT
I'd rather not
BUT I want to be HAPPY
& I might need to
figure out my sh*t
THAT is my belief
about how all this works
I do NOT believe
I am in danger of off-ing myself
PLEASE don't worry
I'm JUST not
MAYBE
going to be
SUPER coherent
while I'm working through
WHATEVER
SCARY sh*t I'm NOT telling myself about
OR
MAYBE
it's nothing
it would be
DOING me a REAL SOLID
if you could just
KINDA stand by me
while I do this
I'm SO
NOT fragile
ADVICE
isn't SUPER welcome
SYMPATHY is SUPER un-welcome
BUT you can
FEEL at me
FREELY
if that helps
or makes sense
