Saturday, May 4, 2024

I think jason had a DIFFERENT 
view of dad
DAD wound jason up
it was CLEAR 
jason was an artist 
& Dad beat that drum

but there was a whole mystique 
that dad built for jason
that MAYBE jason is 
APPLYING to me
BUT 
dad saw my art
& I have no
recollection of either of us
THINKING about 
PRIDE or the absence of said

I feel LIKE jason
is trying to have a something 
and is coming at it from different angles
BUT we don't have 
& we're grown
and
they all KINDA hit me wrong 
& SOME of that
is me

and
he scares me
a little