if I melted down
& embarrassed myself
I'm sorry
I LOVE you
my point wasn't so much
I'm a big deal
people respond to me
& MORE
I am kinda afraid of men generally
in a way
&
the idea of the human dynamic
is off-putting ENOUGH
to be DISCOURAGING
because
I hadn't thought
about THAT
if I'm too MUCH
& you want
JUST
not to have to DEAL with me
I UNDERSTAND
TODAY
I don't want to deal with me
I LOVE you VERY much
I hope you have a beautiful
THANK GOD I don't live in TEXAS day
