I saw the parallel
between
Jason
& the guy on the street
HE maybe
wants my attention
& I feel something there
it's NOT neutral
BUT
you can SEE
how dangerous he is
& maybe crazy too*
*that's just mean mean projection
AND then
there's the intrusive memory
which often isn't
& really
OKAY
i was staying at my dad's
sleeping on the floor
Jason was on the couch
I think
& then all of a sudden
he was on top of me
& he was shoving his tongue
in my mouth
NOW even at the time
I didn't really think
he understood
WHAT he was doing
I was like eleven
so he was like
SIX
BUT
since he triggered me
& again I say
I believe
he was saying something
that was designed to be
I MEAN
NICE, right
BUT
THAT just doesn't FEEL
LIKE a resolved
issue
&
THAT
WORRIES me a little
BECAUSE
what if it's the type of
