I'm taking the WRONG
approach
MAYBE the HOW did I f*CK up
could occasionally be
NOT the FIRST
way to look at EVERYTHING
it is real hard for me NOT to
PART of it
is the many years
of conditioning
BUT
PART of it
is that LOOKING for how
I'm full of sh*t
RATHER than being my mom
it is KINDA double dipping
BUT
I'm NOT normal