Tuesday, May 7, 2024

had a studio meeting tonight 
LUCY is having
SURGERY 
Monday
so there was stuff we had to figure out
for the open studio
& I'll be working 
Mondays & Wednesdays all through May 

riaz and I worked out
WHEN people need to have
stuff ready to hang
downstairs 
then I figure out HOW it arranges 
& riaz and bob actually 
hang stuff

I had therapy earlier 
I told him about
my weird reaction to Jason
BUT 
he didn't really have any thoughts 

BUT 
I asked him
LOOK you been talking to me 
a while now 
do you THINK 
there is any way

that you would not be able to tell
if I was like actually CRAZY 
SOCIOPATHIC 
PSYCHOTIC
MULTIPLE personalities 
ya know any of it

I figured
I'm not gonna be able to be 
OBJECTIVE about THAT 

& he's like 
I feel like I would know
AND NO