quotidienne: coffee + toast 3:30

i'm a fan of getting up at old regular time
i think the nine and ten hours of sleep days are great
but my regular five or six feels good
when i'm caught up on sleep
i don't think going to bed early enough
to get nine or ten hours
and then get up at 6:30
is in any way possible
that would be
go to bed at 8:30
i didn't even do that when i was a small child
not even deborah
thought it was possible to make me go to bed
before 9:00
and then
all they could do was make me
go to my room
get into bed
with the light off
it
took me at least an hour
to think all the thoughts in my head
before i could fall asleep

i'm getting eye strain from being on the computer all day
every day
so
gonna try to not do that today

hope you're doing well