i'll figure out what to call this later: 3:24

i'm not sunburned
the mineral powder did an ok job

when i was walking
a lady bug landed on me
and i saw a monarch butterfly
so it seems like it was a lucky walk

i have some fruit coming on thursday or friday
from the imperfect produce
which i have been skipping
but had the foresight not to cancel
i really want fruit
more than cakes or cookies or any kind of junk
what i really want is a piece of fruit
i didn't buy any
because, as a rule, i don't eat that much fruit
unless i'm specifically doing it for lunches or something
and i had gotten burned out on it
now
now i'm craving it

i'm grateful for tinctures
that lingering lung thing
is almost gone
that's a few days

the usnea tincture from keetnafarms
tastes so much more alive than the other one
they seem like very good people
and their tinctures are very effective
but they are more alcohol-y tasting
and they seem more like medicine than life force

i want to make tinctures
i always wanted to raise goats
and maybe chickens
and bees
but now i want to be a full on
what?!  witch
no, not witch
somethin else
now that i've felt that life force
i want to do it too

i can't talk about what the orange one said today
he doesn't care about the people
he only cares about wallstreet
but
i don't think he's right that we can do both
i'm not even sure that he actually believes it
he just thinks he won't get re-elected if the economy crashes

what happened to the "war time" president?!
it's like talking to someone with multiple personalities
in the way that there is a different story line every day
except
it's alway the toxic narcissist