quotidienne: coffee + toast 3:26

sorry
that took a super long time
the imperfect produce was delivered
and i had to wash everything
it wasn't even that much
previously
in my life
the way i washed vegetables
and i'm not saying this is right
was to run them under water
like
to wash off any loose dirt
but
i've never used even veggie wash
maybe i soaked things


many of my dreams were in foreign language
i was trying to get an advanced degree in math
or maybe physics
but
in, say, hungarian
then i was on the street
and people were speaking spanish
i can get a little spanish
it depends


in my imaginary future home
i have a huge patch of sunflowers
sunflowers have something in them that's like
antibiotics for bees
and then too
sunflower butter

i'm trying to compile a list of herbs
that i can grow
and it turns out
lots of herbs are good for multiple things
it gives me something to research, for sure

when i was growing up
i always kinda imagined i'd be a post apocalyptic healer woman
and maybe i've just revived that fantasy
but
when i saw
i think it was children of man
those people with the safe house
and the strawberry cough weed
i thought
yeah, kinda like that
although
that was a lot fancier
and less healer woman
but
still
it resonated


you look good
i love you very much