quotidienne: coffee + toast 3:21

i realize for you this is like a week in
but
i was working wednesday
and i had to go in yesterday
and i had outside things i had to do
so
today is like day one or two
i'm not sure how to count it
so maybe i won't do a numeric count
maybe it's not all about day  1, day 2, day 3 day 4, day 5

i'm listening to the daily press conference
i'm finding it hard to hear it
like my brain phases in and out
i think whoever it was that said

these are really rallies, not press conferences
has a point
but
idk probably they should be happening
if only we could trust that we weren't being lied to

also
they seem very information light
it feels like a waste of my time to listen to them
is that a bad attitude, do you think
i feel like i could get a short briefing on them
i feel like the consumption of "news" about the zombie apocalypse
could swell to fill every available minute
obsessing over media
social and otherwise seems like a dangerous time suck

but, omg! if i have to listen to him talk about what a tremendous job
unprecidented!
he is doing compared to like washington, lincoln, et al
we are so fucking lucky to have such leadership
i may not be able to do this

i feel like i have some responsibility to keep up with
what's going on in the world