i was going to tell you about my dreams

but

they don't really work with this

and

i have to go to sleep

i need to have done all the water things

before 9am

so i can't sleep late

i might re-read the shamanic way of the bee

which i also read on that trip btw

i feel like my real self comes back

pretty quickly

when i don't have to go among the humans

i need to be able to support myself

without a job

goodnight sweetheart

i love you very much