I sipped seaweed broth
then bone broth
then canned chicken noodle soup
& finally had some rice
I don't know what I think about that freaky dream
it was some guy
pressuring me
BUT
it was some big formal setting
in front of
a huge crowd of people
& THEN
he was supposed to be my sibling
BUT
then right before I woke up
he like
LUNGED at me
& it brought up
that time
after I had moved out of my dad's
& they got rid of my stuff
& turned my room
into a junk room
& I had to sleep
on the sofa
jason had peed on
or the living room floor
& this particular time
I was on the floor
& Jason was
on the sofa
& he suddenly threw himself onto me
& stuck his tongue in my mouth
I don't think about that much
BUT
it freaked me out at the time pretty good
& I'm wondering
HOW
he even knew about tongue kissing at like
six, seven
I think I felt betrayed by my subconscious mind
I felt like the driving thing was
nice
this didn't
FEEL nice
& I don't know what I'm supposed to do with it
I don't know how to PROCESS it
I don't think it is a particularly
IMPORTANT piece
WHY
throw that at me
BUT
I'm not TOO TALK-Y
I decided on some soup stuff though
I ordered some more of that tasty
SEAWEED
(from maine)
& some white miso, daikon, & shitake
& I'm gonna put TOFU
I didn't think I would like that
BUT
I've decided
I will
I'm going to sleep
sorry
I was no fun today
goodnight sweetheart
I LOVE you VERY much
