Wednesday, November 26, 2025

sorry I wasn't very talk-y

I slept til like five thirty or six
when I woke up 
I was thinking 
QUEEN 
of DREAMS 

I'm not sure 
HOW to 
describe the day

I think 
some part of me
is trying to 
prove to the other part of me
that I CARE enough 
to let me 
REST

I NEED to 
CONSOLIDATE 
MYSELF in some way I don't really understand 

& while I'm standing over myself 
saying come on is it SOUP yet
isn't cutting it

I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart 

there's something else I want to say about how important you are to me
& it's KINDA 
esoteric 
& I've been trying to put it into WORDS 
BUT 
I haven't found the
WORDS

I keep coming back to 
you are MAGIC 

I don't want you to think I'm just saying some vaguely complimentary platitude

mean 

you 
are 

MAGIC