I think I need
MORE
DREAMING
I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart
I'm sorry I'm not very TALK-Y
I don't want that to seem
WEIRD
it's just
ANYTHING
I could say
RIGHT NOW
is probably bullsh*t
because my mind is like a tangled string of lights
or a bunch of chains
or extension cords
& to tease the
STORY out of it REQUIRES
MORE
than just pulling a bit of a single string of lights
& "starting there"
it isn't a desire to avoid you
THAT is NOT
ANY part of my problem
HOWEVER
I DO have the distinct impression
that if I do things
when I do not have the capacity to do them
that leads to bad outcomes
& I am having some kind of identity crisis
& THAT is not all that I'm having trouble with
SO
PLEASE
KNOW that I LOVE you
& I'm trying to get
myself sorted
YOU
are
MAGIC
