I feel like a big
CHUNK
of something is
GONE
from my shoulder/upper-mid-back area
I feel
vulnerable
in some way I can't explain
I WISH
there was some
WAY
to
BETTER
track & quantify
this whole transformation
(or whatever)
PROCESS
I hope you are having a beautiful day sweetheart
I LOVE you VERY much
OH
I had a dream I remember
I got in this car
it was an old car
I can't tell you what kind
maybe
some kind of eighties towncar or something
not a specifically COOL car on it's own
BUT
it was painted
where every panel had a border of a couple inches
& it gave the effect of
a women's suit
or
SOMETHING
(enhanced the slight boxiness)
I got in
& I drove straight through
this concave like conceptual meadow
I'm not describing that very well
it was a grassy area
designed
for
lounging and playing
a reverse hill
BUT
not deep
& a bigish area
I'm not sure WHY I drove through it
I wanted to get to the other side
I wanted to drive the car
BUT
not very
FAR
(because I didn't think it was in great working order and it wasn't my car but it WAS allowed to drive it)
when I came out the other side
OH
I didn't mention
this was at some kind of
FESTIVAL
a BUNCH of people
YELLED
things at me
it's NOT ALLOWED to DRIVE on the GRASS
THAT was COOL
YOU are SUCH a BADASS
& I was LIKE oh yeah I did know that I wasn't supposed to drive on the grass -- I wasn't thinking about THAT
I didn't realize anyone was watching
I wasn't actually TRYING to be a BADASS
BUT ok cool
I'm not sure that
CAPTURES
the experience
it was KINDA exhilarating
the DOING of it
is the CAR going to be ABLE to do THIS
will I screw the suspension up
is it TOO DEEP
TOO DAMP
FOOD booths
on the other side
what will the car be like to drive
I don't KNOW
HOW much
was wanting to DRIVE the car
(and this was just an obvious location)
& HOW much
was wanting to SEE what this
LOCATION
would be like to DRIVE
BUT
it WAS
EXHILARATING
& THAT
SEEMED
like a good enough
REASON
(and it seemed like product placement for FESTIVAL--LAND)
