I WAS gonna get up at nine
BUT
I didn't get a lot of sleep
SO
THAT was adjusted
nine thirty, ten, ten thirty, eleven fifteen
until I finally got up at eleven forty five, because you see, I got up to pee and was LIKE
I'm not doing much walking around
TODAY
may as well sleep so more
BUT
I was having this weird dream
STUFF was being delivered
it was my gran gran's house
BIG STUFF
I'm never SURE what it MEANS when
I'm in a childhood location
BUT
all the context has changed
is the lady in the dream
who I'm not even
CLEAR
if I knew IN the DREAM
is she supposed to represent ME
is it something to do with
trauma reference point
WHY
THIS location
& even though I'm pretty sure one of the big things was a piano
& my gran gran HAD a piano
SOMEHOW
the SOUND system
was being
DISCONNECTED
& thereby improved
although she emphatically didn't have a sound system -- she had a record player you could pull down off a shelf that folded up into a sort of carrying case & then you open it to play
forty fives, thirty three & a third, & seventy eights
she HAD some seventy eights
I wasn't thinking about any of that in the DREAM
I'm not sure what to make of
the actual dream
just things arriving
& discussion of
logistics
