I got caught up in the IDEA of a CORE BOOK
& watched a BUNCH
of alice in wonderland videos
& THEN
I don't remember
I feel like
I wasn't as successful
today
in moving the project forward
my mom texted me
& since she told me she was doing well
I didn't text her BACK
I just don't want to interact with her
I'm not really still sick
BUT
I just don't want to have to
I'm gonna have to talk to her tomorrow
but I'm gonna try not to have to see her
we'll see how that goes
kinda an OFF day
& I didn't talk much
OH
I got a postcard from james talarico
when he was asking for money
before the blah blah period
please donate
I gave him
twenty five dollars
& then
subsequently I gave him another ten
& he sent me a postcard that had a hand written note on it that SAID
I'm honored to be in this fight with you -JT
& I'm KINDA
SHOOK
I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart
I'm going to try to sleep now
I hope my focus is
BETTER
tomorrow