Wednesday, November 19, 2025

blah blah blah

I'm not gonna lie 
I got caught up in the IDEA of a CORE BOOK 
& watched a BUNCH 
of alice in wonderland videos 
& THEN 
I don't remember 

I feel like 
I wasn't as successful 
today

in moving the project forward 
my mom texted me
& since she told me she was doing well 
I didn't text her BACK 

I just don't want to interact with her
I'm not really still sick
BUT 
I just don't want to have to 

I'm gonna have to talk to her tomorrow 
but I'm gonna try not to have to see her
we'll see how that goes 

kinda an OFF day

& I didn't talk much

OH
I got a postcard from james talarico 
when he was asking for money
before the blah blah period 
please donate 
I gave him 
twenty five dollars 
& then
subsequently I gave him another ten

& he sent me a postcard that had a hand written note on it that SAID 

I'm honored to be in this fight with you -JT

& I'm KINDA 
SHOOK

I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart 
I'm going to try to sleep now
I hope my focus is 
BETTER 
tomorrow