I might not
UNDERSTAND some nuance
I was in NO trying to be a BITCH
I wasn't making
COMENTARY
about you or your kid or ANYTHING else
I was using the IDEA
in a NEW way for me
YOU have your STUFF
I have STUFF too
BUT it's DIFFERENT stuff
AT THIS POINT
I'm taking as FACT
that you LOVE me
I don't think you are going to STOP
because I say this or that
BUT
I'm a little AFRAID
that it MIGHT mean that
if I'm walking on eggshells
I THINK
I should know that
I'm NOT gonna send your kid
some file of CORRUPTION
I'm only sending it to
my IMAGINARY child
I'm NOT looking to f*CK up
any of your STUFF
I LOVE you
I perhaps don't know
WHAT you want
from me
BUT
I can't see how I can make clearer
that I'm interested
to find out
if I'm supposed to be telling you
what YOU want
THAT is probably a problem
AND
I'm NOT a BITCH
so DON'T think that
BEFORE
I did my road trip
I FELT like we were SOLID
I remember thinking
that even though
my brain was BROKEN
I felt like
even if you broke my heart again
it was SAFE to go
I TOLD you that I cried
EVERY time
I ALWAYS told you that
THIS LAST time you saw me
I THINK
& THAT maybe CHANGED everything
BUT
it shouldn't have
it wasn't NEW information
I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart
I hope your day is beautiful
I will listen to the rest of TK
but I've got stuff today
👾🫚
❤️
