I'm looking for
strengthening
it's history
& associations
& stuff
I'm not SURE
of some stuff
I'd forgotten KINDA
but then
Almond Joy
& MAYBE
I'm unsure of more variables
than I realized
AND
I have this FEELING about
what I THOUGHT
you thought
at certain points
along
the way
AND
I THOUGHT some things
and then
there's SOME stuff
that doesn't
make sense
ANY
of the ways I've looked at it
SO I KNOW there's
ANOTHER WAY to LOOK at it
and then I'm back in that
I feel like there's
SOMETHING
I'm SUPPOSED to UNDERSTAND
that I DON'T understand
and then I feel vulnerable
