my youths
in therapy
I feel like I had one in the 80s
& another one in the 90s
AND
my thoughts and feelings
about multiple personalities
which turn out
to be the same as my therapist's
that it mostly isn't
what it's represented to be
AND
how I feel like I'm still stuck
& I didn't really think
I was gonna live this long
I thought I was gonna get blown up
STUFF and blah blah
POLYMATH
skipping steps in the thought process
I don't really think
I have a niche skill that the world needs
AND
he's like OUCH
and I'm like NO not ouch just
I don't think my perspective is like
understandable largely
he's like ego wound
I'm like NO ego wound
just think I'm not generally understandable
SO
gifted and talented tutor
is his idea this time
&
idk
MAYBE
