to TK
I should MAYBE clarify 
BUT 
I can't REMEMBER 
when or where I played with a switch blade 
he was telling me 
I should get one
OR he could get me one
it was weird 
ALSO 
of course 
ALL that FUNNY stuff 
I DO that my therapist was telling me 
it's NONE of it
SUPPOSED to be funny 
JUST me
INTERACTING 
ALSO 
SOMETHING about
*what can I call it
*STATIONS of the FUNNY 
made STUFF start
SPINNING 
AGAIN 
lots of FEELS