my problem*
*with regard to deciding what I want to be when I grow up**
**in my phraseology I see another problem
I never had one thing that was a BURNING desire
I have a lot of things
I enjoy to do
BUT
when you play it OUT
there are THINGS
that makes it
not worth it
& without the BURNing
ya know
the stuff that makes it make money
ruins it for me
so I took jobs
BUT
if I'm doing it
I will make THAT the thing
WHAT
I'm doing NEEDS to be
A THING ya know
& he's like
BURNING is too high a standard
WHAT
do you
WANT
to do
WELL so I thought ABOUT it
coming from a
DIFFERENT
angle
I've NEVER thought about it
THIS way
and I'm a little nervous to tell you
I asked myself
well
WHAT
would you MOST LIKE to
TELL someone
you were
&
like RIGHT AWAY
I come back
COMEDIAN
& then
I'm all LIKE yeah
THEY are the
SHAMANIC messengers
YEAH let's NOT get AHEAD of ourselves
YOU been telling yourself
SOME BIG story
ABOUT how
NOBODY UNDERSTANDS
ANYTHING you have to say
HOW you HATE
having to EXPLAIN
your ART
NOW
you want to GET UP in front of
PEOPLE
SAY some sh*t
& POTENTIALLY get heckled
SURPRISINGLY
it still SEEMED to be
something I WANTED to do
SO
I've decided
I have to do it
MAYBE
it will
be
the thing is
this whole time
I've been working on a variety of things
BUT
I've been coming at
LIKE
what do you want your life to be LIKE
let's build AROUND THAT
& MAYBE
comedian fits THAT too
MAYBE
I've performed FUNNY
BUT not
LIKE THAT
& it is
POSSIBLE
that this is CRAZY
BUT
I'm SURE first time on an open mic
will be late and sparce
