Friday, May 2, 2025

Donna has an opening
that I just realized 
is tomorrow 
& it hadn't 
OCCURRED to me to go
BUT 
then I wondered if I should

I can argue
BOTH
& I'm not SURE which is
the justification 

if I WANT to be friends with her
it would be a nice thing
to do
to show support 

we sort of started hanging
after her show
two years ago

I'm not sure 
I really don't WANT to go 
BUT 
I NEVER want to leave the house
& I THINK 
THAT
is MAYBE a PROBLEM for me 

I could maybe LEVERAGE the friend thing
to make myself GO
BUT 
I'm not 💯 comfortable with that 

AND
MY ADVICE to ME is
TEXT her
that you can't make yourself 
LEAVE the house 
BUT 
you're thinking of her & you'll see her show later

she's never had you at an opening before
it's not a thing she'll 
MISS
it's an OPPORTUNITY 
NOT an obligation