that I just realized
is tomorrow
& it hadn't
OCCURRED to me to go
BUT
then I wondered if I should
I can argue
BOTH
& I'm not SURE which is
the justification
if I WANT to be friends with her
it would be a nice thing
to do
to show support
we sort of started hanging
after her show
two years ago
I'm not sure
I really don't WANT to go
BUT
I NEVER want to leave the house
& I THINK
THAT
is MAYBE a PROBLEM for me
I could maybe LEVERAGE the friend thing
to make myself GO
BUT
I'm not 💯 comfortable with that
AND
MY ADVICE to ME is
TEXT her
that you can't make yourself
LEAVE the house
BUT
you're thinking of her & you'll see her show later
she's never had you at an opening before
it's not a thing she'll
MISS
it's an OPPORTUNITY
NOT an obligation
