Thursday, May 29, 2025

AND
I guess 
WHAT I'm telling myself is

USING the AUDHD model
which may or may not
BE accurate 
& may or may not, ultimately, be the
PARADIGM I 
USE
to 
OPERATE 

BUT 
USING THAT model

the ADHD 
who I'm calling 
HORSE
because, honestly, I'm MUCH more
COMFORTABLE with poetry

HORSE is LIKE 
I'm the ONE with the 
JUICE 

you guys
are LOGISTICAL support
SO
DON'T with the 
THIN cotton DRESS

AND
I am LIKE 
THAT is not QUITE the PATTERN 
I'm SEEing

I'm SEEing 
three or four hours 
is LIKE a golden pocket
& when you EXPAND that to infinity & beyond 
it NEEDS to be NOT just AT something 
it NEEDS to be

DEFINABLE -- I started to say a list of things 

I WANTED to say
it has to PRODUCE something 
OR
I WANTED to say
have an attainable GOAL
& I was looking 
AROUND for 
MORE

BUT 
I decided I probably MEANT BOTH of those 
BUT 
they were different enough 

I don't love DEFINABLE 

BUT 
what I'm trying to 
GET at

SAVE it
USE the RIGHT
TOOL
for the RIGHT
JOB

we're doing this three-legged race
SO
we gotta WORK TOGETHER