I guess
WHAT I'm telling myself is
USING the AUDHD model
which may or may not
BE accurate
& may or may not, ultimately, be the
PARADIGM I
USE
to
OPERATE
BUT
USING THAT model
the ADHD
who I'm calling
HORSE
because, honestly, I'm MUCH more
COMFORTABLE with poetry
HORSE is LIKE
I'm the ONE with the
JUICE
you guys
are LOGISTICAL support
SO
DON'T with the
THIN cotton DRESS
AND
I am LIKE
THAT is not QUITE the PATTERN
I'm SEEing
I'm SEEing
three or four hours
is LIKE a golden pocket
& when you EXPAND that to infinity & beyond
it NEEDS to be NOT just AT something
it NEEDS to be
DEFINABLE -- I started to say a list of things
I WANTED to say
it has to PRODUCE something
OR
I WANTED to say
have an attainable GOAL
& I was looking
AROUND for
MORE
BUT
I decided I probably MEANT BOTH of those
BUT
they were different enough
I don't love DEFINABLE
BUT
what I'm trying to
GET at
SAVE it
USE the RIGHT
TOOL
for the RIGHT
JOB
we're doing this three-legged race
SO
we gotta WORK TOGETHER