I guess 
WHAT I'm telling myself is
USING the AUDHD model
which may or may not
BE accurate 
& may or may not, ultimately, be the
PARADIGM I 
USE
to 
OPERATE 
BUT 
USING THAT model
the ADHD 
who I'm calling 
HORSE
because, honestly, I'm MUCH more
COMFORTABLE with poetry
HORSE is LIKE 
I'm the ONE with the 
JUICE 
you guys
are LOGISTICAL support
SO
DON'T with the 
THIN cotton DRESS
AND
I am LIKE 
THAT is not QUITE the PATTERN 
I'm SEEing
I'm SEEing 
three or four hours 
is LIKE a golden pocket
& when you EXPAND that to infinity & beyond 
it NEEDS to be NOT just AT something 
it NEEDS to be
DEFINABLE -- I started to say a list of things 
I WANTED to say
it has to PRODUCE something 
OR
I WANTED to say
have an attainable GOAL
& I was looking 
AROUND for 
MORE
BUT 
I decided I probably MEANT BOTH of those 
BUT 
they were different enough 
I don't love DEFINABLE 
BUT 
what I'm trying to 
GET at
SAVE it
USE the RIGHT
TOOL
for the RIGHT
JOB
we're doing this three-legged race
SO
we gotta WORK TOGETHER