Friday, May 30, 2025

when I turned it
OVER
SUDDENLY it 
looked like one of those
BIBLICAL angels 

OR
the MYSTICAL world
breaking through 

I'm still gonna 
at LEAST 
go in and pop the DARK a little 
it doesn't LOOK 
RIGHT 

BUT 
after it's completely 
DRY

I will be able to tell
BETTER 

I am VERY 
ABSORBED into that painting 

I'm not sure 
what to say about my mom 

I'm driving down binz/bissonnet & I'm at KIRBY
& we have established 
mom & I already 
that I am going to whole foods

the whole foods that we have
ALWAYS gone to
AFTER the studio

is the one on Kirby and Alabama 

the one my mom
FAVORS
is the one on bellaire 
BUT 
the ONLY one
that has the NO SALT ADDED rotisserie chicken 
is KIRBY

which, again, is the ONLY one
WE have gone to

SHE ASKS ME

are you going to the one on kirby & alabama 

REMEMBER 
I am at KIRBY & I am signalling to TURN 

YES
did you want to go some other one!?

I was just ASKING 

WHY were you ASKING?  I don't UNDERSTAND 

do I have to have a reason?

when I ASK someone something I am trying to get INFORMATION 

NOT make NOISES with my MOUTH 

I ALSO ask questions for information 

THAT is WHAT I thought 
WHAT information were you TRYING to GET
when you asked me if we were going to
kirby & alabama 

YOU get MAD at ME 
if I ask you a personal question 
YOU get MAD at ME
if I TELL you something you ALREADY KNOW 

I GUESS I should just KEEP 
my f*CKing mouth SHUT 

I'm not MAD at you 
I'm just trying to 
MAKE it make 
SENSE

did you WANT to go to bellaire?

do you not REMEMBER that we always go to 
kirby & alabama?

are you not SURE where we are?

YOU 
NEVER
ANSWER my questions 
& you OFTEN lie
when there doesn't SEEM like there is
ANY reason to

EXCEPT that you don't WANT to tell ME
OR
at least that's how it SEEMS to ME

I'm not saying 
I couldn't be WRONG 

JUST friendly 
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