Tuesday, May 6, 2025

I've been READING my HS paper
I wrote that when I was
SEVENTEEN 

I forgot how I used to do quotes 
I was SO
ANNOYED that I HAD to quote
SOMEONE ELSE

WHY
could I not
JUST
ANALYZE 

that I would try to flow them in
I ENJOY reading THAT 
I FORGOT 

AND
it made me REMEMBER 
THIS STORY 

OK
I go to school
ELEVENTH grade ENGLISH 
first period 

MS eichhorn had found out
LIKE maybe last minute 
there was this
AREA TWO
writing competition 
& they were looking at WHO to send

so they sent 
ME and julie grob, & somebody else 
I KNEW I think 
BUT 
I can't remember NOW 

and obviously we didn't know ahead of time 
& you wouldn't KNOW the theme anyway 
it was like
GO

the THEME was
RESILIENCE 
(I'm pretty sure, or something that means that, it has been a while)

SO
I did OLD MAN & the SEA
which wasn't FRESH in my HEAD
because I read it at duchesne
in nineth grade
BUT 

THAT was WHAT I had to WRITE ABOUT 
I was not SURE that I did all that well, but I mean
there wasn't anything riding on it
& THAT book
made me CRY

julie grob 
who got her EARS pierced 
because I told her
she should
WHICH 
honestly FREAKED me OUT a little 
she was in classes with me
we were friends 
BUT 
not like hang out friends

julie was in the media department 
I think she did photography too
BUT 
MOSTLY writing 

SHE did SCARLETT O'Hara (gone with the wind)

I don't know how many people were there
I ONLY vaguely remember 
it wasn't hundreds
it might have been 
FIFTY

maybe it wasn't that many

it was KINDA fun
to just be
WHISKED AWAY to the AREA TWO 
creative writing competition 
& get out of all my
ACADEMIC classes for the day

have a exclusive field trip
it didn't HAVE any
YOU have BEEN CHOSEN aspect to it

it was LIKE 
HEY
YOU 

I just don't access high school memories 
very often

ANYWAY 
I WON