I'm sitting in the bathroom
adjusting to the
TRANSITION
considering sneaking out the stairs way
because I just realized today
I could walk out the
DRIVE thingy
of the parking garage
even though I like the security guard
I don't feel like talking
SO
I'm considering
SNEAKING
I don't think that's super
MATURE
my therapist was telling me
HOW I'm so strong
I'm LIKE
would you MIND telling me what you think is strong about me -- I think it would help
it was probably right
BUT
it didn't really help
I was trying to explain
& he didn't SEEM like he understood
I don't SEEM to be able to really
FORM habits
PROPERLY
it's LIKE
there are two of me
the one who
KNOWS what NEEDS DOING
& the one who
WON'T DO it
EVERYTHING is
a THREE LEGGED RACE
I'm a little dis-gruntle-y with myself
I said
