I haven't WRITTEN
ANY of it DOWN
I have been
carrying on this
I don't even KNOW
& I look
I've not written anything here
f*CK
I don't think I made much sense to my therapist
that PAPER
I can't type but charlotte would have typed it for me, or there were people, ya know
BUT
my mom
had gotten an Osborne computer
& SHE WANTED to type it
there were these formatting rules
they were strict
I told her
it was a part of the grade
I got an F on the formatting portion
BUT
she READ that paper
if MY child
WROTE
like THAT
I would
NOT
have f*CKed her over
& changed the STORY at the last minute
I would have made sure I did
WHATEVER
was in my capacity
to make SURE she was
given the best chance for success
NOW
I ALWAYS thought
the formatting
was just
she didn't really KNOW
HOW
to program it
BUT
she didn't want to admit that
& just let me
FIGURE it OUT
BUT
I mean, hell
MAYBE
she was just FULL ON sabotaging me
