none of what I've been saying
MAKES any SENSE
MAYBE
I SOUND like some kind of
CONTROL freak
MAYBE
I SOUND
some kinda way I don't understand
I FEEL like
I have
SOMEHOW
NOT
COMMUNICATED
the
INCREDIBLE
HOPE
for MYSELF
that I have discovered
OR
MAYBE
STARTED to DISCOVER
if I made it SOUND like
ANYTHING
was in ANY way
WORSE
then I didn't communicate properly