that we supposed to be
CALIBRATION
I don't think it works
I feel different TODAY
I felt different
YESTERDAY
no difference in the painting
PERCEPTION
it is SO much SEVENTIES
in my HEAD
people keep telling me they miss me
at the studio
that probably SHOULD make me feel
loved or something
BUT
it doesn't
it makes me feel
PRESSURE
I didn't do what I said I was going to do
ONE line blah blah
on the painting
I was thinking
TAPE it OFF
do more splatter
BUT
I decided I WANTED to paint
MOVEMENT
my hip and knee
are REALLY bothering me
I'm laying down with an ice pack
SO
just in case I fall asleep
I want you to KNOW
I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart 💋
I wish I could describe
ALL the FEELS
