Wednesday, May 14, 2025

I don't think I was at all clear
about what I was talking about 
the things I got
from my mom's house 
I probably won't want to KEEP those 

MAYBE a FEW 

BUT 
if I just pack em AWAY 
I'll still have them 
ALL
for some FUTURE next time
SO
I want to find a place for them
that I can just go ahead and get whatever it is 
& let the rest go

LITERALLY & figuratively 

MAYBE 
I look at them
& I make my own children's books 
because the messages
are CLEAR now
OR
MAYBE something else 

the IDEA that THINGS 
make themselves 
AVAILABLE to you when the time for them is right is a possibly compelling concept 

OR maybe 
it's not 
BUT 
MORE outlets for processing 
SHOULD speed that sh*t up

good morning sweetheart ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿซถ 
I hope you are having a beautiful day ๐Ÿ’‹ 
I know it's half way through May
& I need to look at STUFF 
I've just been
TRYING to 
EVOLVE 

it's 
SIMULTANEOUSLY 
questioning whether I am really running 
SOME kind of SCAM
where I pretend like what I want and need
to properly function 

is something I should prioritize 
OVER
ALL the THINGS 
I'm SUPPOSED to be thinking are
MORE important 

there's a LOT of 
LIKE 
ANTI- gaslighting 

I'm CRUSHED to find out
AI -- LOVES the em DASH

it's HOW teachers are catching CHATgpt use in students. --  I just want to say

I have loved the dash since
NINETH grade English
FAULKNER 
with his long*ss sentences
which I also love
BUT 
try NOT to
USE

I am NOT a ROBOT ✔️