it said 
I have been so happy to be able to help you at art supply for the last couple years, but I have a lot going on in my life and I think it is just the time that I need to have my time back.
I will work out this back to school as scheduled through September 4th, which will be my last day.
I'm not sure therapy is working 
I don't feel like I'm getting 
CLOSER
to understanding 
WHAT I WANT 
NEED 
whatever
I feel like I'm 
drilling down on stuff 
BUT 
it might not be helpful stuff 
AND 
he's NOW 
more actively pushing drugs
idk
I feel like 
I want some vision
of what my life 
COULD look like
& I don't feel like I'm getting any 
CLOSER to THAT
it's been almost a year
SO
I'm not saying I'm dropping out of therapy 
RIGHT NOW 
BUT 
I'm maybe 
exploring other options 
I hope you are having a beautiful day 
I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart