I spent a lot of today 
CRYING 
which I didn't enjoy
I'm NOT ๐ฏ convinced 
THIS is the answer
I DO feel better though 
BUT 
have I REALLY "processed"
idk
& how much of the smelly fish
in the processing plant
have I cleaned out 
I don't feel like 
my therapist gave me any tools
to tackle this job
isn't that something 
I maybe 
could expect 
OR
is THIS the way
looking stuff up on YouTube 
idk