this is as good for me
as I think it is
because
I don't like to feel everything
I hope you are doing ok
I'm not SURE
HOW
I'm doing
BUT
the therapist said
take it easy
don't push myself
& don't let people overwhelm me
I'm LIKE
is there a thing NORMAL people say
to get people to
leave them alone
we decided on
I just need a little SPACE right now
& he asked me what I'm gonna say to
ya know
I'm LIKE
I'm leaning towards
I've been happy to help you
for these last couple years
BUT
I need my time back
& just kinda hope
they think it's about my mom
BECAUSE I don't want to have to explain
or take a bunch of feedback
& I KNOW
they understand that
EVEN if they really don't understand me
