it probably DOESN'T
go without saying
BUT
I'm NOT a multiple personalities person
BUT
I have ALWAYS been
fascinated
with the concept
& we KNOW
I have all those different
perspectives in my HEAD
leaving aside the
whole intuitive GUIDES thing
BUT
I've NEVER thought
that should be thought of in that way
I just f*CKing ASKED
I've always thought
at least MOST
of those cases involved SOME
level of hypnotic suggestion
I KNOW someone
who has that diagnosis
& I THINK
man, I've NEVER seen anything
that makes me believe
she changes
AND
I have like a way that I AM
when I'm doing certain things
that is recognizable
BUT
I don't THINK it's a different person
it's JUST the way I AM
THEN but it's ME
ANYWAY
he's like YEAH
EVERY case I've ever consulted on
it was LIKE that
heightened awareness
in the presence of
BORDERLINE or psychosis
of some sort
AND
I talked about
the WEIRDness of the ways
I both DO
& DON'T
CONNECT to my past
I SAID the degree to which my connection
to my 80s self
made me THINK I must have
UNRESOLVED stuff
which I didn't think I did
ANYWAY
not saying
I SOLVED everything
just saying I'm not crazy in a way one CAN be