I had emergen-C

And Tylenol

I'm not sleeping

I'm laying in the bed and I have an awareness of my body that's not like normal

I'm both profoundly comfortable

And profound the uncomfortable

All of my joints ache

I haven't been having any kind of food cravings

I don't typically have food cravings

But

I need wonton soup

I have food

But I might have to order wonton soup

I was thinking about my grandmother

She used to give me sherbet

I don't remember if that was what I was sick

Or

If she just gave me sherbet

But I was thinking about that

Pineapple

Shouldn't usually give me pineapple

But I was thinking about pineapple sherbet

And then

Not sure but that's too sweet

But like gallons of pineapple juice

What's in pineapple juice

Do I have proteins that need to be eaten up

And I would kill for a back massage

Also

Fucking

I don't want to do anything

I just want to lay back

It's almost like my hip flexors

Or saying that's what they want

But also

It's like the electrical charge of life