nite chat: 6:11

i was thinking about
running into that guy
and wondering if the universe
was trying to give me a job
like
is this where i'm "supposed" to go now
because it is not a job
i particularly want
but
ya know
i could probably do it
and it would probably pay more
than what i was doing
but
whatever, ya know

but
then
just now actually
i remembered something
and it made me stop in my tracks

just before i walked out the door

i looked to the left
and
on top of the dehydrator
there are two six packs of beer
that i don't even know if they're still good
they are at least two years old
but
i just don't drink much beer
and i haven't bothered
and i thought

hmmm
BEER
i should probably drink up that
BEER

in a much more
well
with an awareness of the beer
that i clearly never have

so
was that letting me know
that beer was going to be important
like
pay attention beer
or
did i focus on beer
and then the universe gave me beer

and
crap
now i've gotten myself more confused
because i didn't think about the red circle aspect
i was just thinking
i thought beer
and beer manifested
but
maybe
it was like pay attention

that would mean
maybe i am supposed to work there

or
here's another option
maybe
it was all supposed to get me thinking
about the idea
that
i need to leave the house
because

things manifest out there

so
anyway
thoughts


that's weird
i just got a very strong image of a cameo
wonder what that's about