Saturday, June 6, 2020

I'm awake
I was not going to sleep this late
But I did
I had really kind of amazing dream
There was this young girl teenager maybe not little girl
And she had visualized and prayed that she needed money
Not for a very long time
But she wanted to do something
I'm not sure what
But then
Her mother or her father or somebody
Just gave her a bunch of money
And when they gave it to her there was this image of she was holding her hands out and they were full of gold coins
Now I'm not sure why gold coins
But that's what it was in the image
and she got the money and she was jumping up and down and squealing and saying this is awesome now I have bail money
so I guess she was going to do something for what she was pretty sure she would be arrested
And I'm sure she was doing it for some artistic reason cuz she seemed like she was an artist
But it did seem to me to be a very strange
Reason for a young girl to be wanting money
And there wasn't any explanation
But the image of all the gold coins it was pretty vivid

And then I had another dream
Where a girl and I were working somewhere
Maybe it was a coffee shop
I'm not certain but we went someplace to get drinks
And we had coupons so they were completely paid for
And I can't remember what she got
But I got this thing that I sort of thought was going to be like boba tea
But it turned out
To be more like a blizzard
But it wasn't exactly ice cream
I think it was some sort of non-dairy frozen thing with stuff in it
But it was really really good
And the coupon I paid for it with
It was a weird coupon
It was like a $5 off
But it was for some sort of
Conversation with the deaf program
And I'm not deaf
He don't know how I got this coupon
I don't know how I was able to use the coupon
But I thought it was an interesting concept
It was like come in get a free drink and tell us how we could make our business more user-friendly for deaf people

And then there was another dream
There was this department store that was opening
And it was small
But it had housewares and
Like dishes and cutlery and cookingware and linens and probably candles
Somebody described it as
Similar to the bed and bath store but with quality goods
And I could see in the window and it was shelves around the walls but really nice wooden shelves that were more like some kind of a breakfront or something
And tables in the middle of the floor that were nice carved wood tables
It was just really simple and elegant
The exact opposite of that place that I was talking about which I've never shopped at
I've been in it
I've had coupons for it
I've tried very hard to shop there several times
But it's always seemed like the stuff that had was not very good
One time I was trying to buy cookware
When I bought the stainless steel cookware that I don't really like
But their sets were all weird
and even though I had a discount I just couldn't see getting any of them they just seemed like bad combinations
And I ended up going to Macy's
Which ended up being more expensive because the set I got actually had a few more pieces
And we're a better quality
But I used to really like Macy's
BBB has always seemed like it was not the best quality and way too expensive for what it was not the best prices either
And maybe I dreamed about that
Because I watched a video before I went to bed about a silver fountain pen from yard-o-lead that they were describing in England
And it made me think about those kind of specialty stores and how classy they are
Maybe that's why I dreamed about that I don't know

But I did that meditation again
and it might actually be
a glorious world