nite chat: 6:29

when i woke up
i was feeling pretty good
and i thought maybe instead of
spending a lot of time inumerating all the things
that i feel grateful for
what i should do is think of things that
sounded fun to do
and
the take away was
maybe writing a children's book
might be worth doing

and
then i thought
what do i want to manifest today
and
a voice in my head
jumped up and down and said
john philip souza
so
i'm like ok ok john philip souza it is

but
so far no john philip souza
and i don't think i'm gonna be able to hold back any more
i had a whole record of john philip souza
when i was a kid
and i loved it

and
maybe
one of the videos
has something to tell me

i'm not turning away from the law of attraction
i'm just adding in some other stuff
i gotta figure out what i'm doing

this is not meant to be contra to you
or us
but
i gotta re-invent myself
i wanna get over the issues
which have kept me from rising to the level
that i should/could/can/whatever
understand

i love you!