which I CAN
play
MUST
SLEEP
Monday, June 30, 2025
I think she got frustrated with me
I couldn't remember
the finger positions
& I couldn't
just look
at her
on
a different fret
backwards
I'm not REALLY a visual learner
ACTUALLY
it depends
I'm probably more
KINESTHETIC
BUT
I watched kid videos
& THAT was
SUPER helpful
the problem is
C7
Cm
A
are all chords I LIKE
SO
I need to figure out which chords work together
& I probably need a B
BUT
my fingers don't want to do it
I need to go to sleep
I've been working on it
this whole time
goodnight sweetheart 💋
I LOVE you VERY much 🫶🫶🫶
👾🫚🍀❤️🔥
I was down in the lobby, or whatever
getting breakfast
& somebody
was on the
big tv
I couldn't HEAR because the sound was off
BUT I'm LIKE
is that
DREW
CAREY!?
in a pale pink suit
& there was a woman in a dress
that I can honestly say
I've NEVER seen
BEFORE
Glitter background
with pastel not glittery flowers
KINDA sixties
POP ART
HOMAGE
price is right
I used to watch THAT when I was a kid
THEN
people are up
doing the
SPIN the wheel
& I have a psychic FLASH
& THIS is an EXAMPLE of how
in the REAL world
the psychic sh*t
isn't THAT useful
THAT guy
he's gonna spin 💯
SO
he SPINS
& he gets 30
OH well
WRONG
BUT
he gets to SPIN AGAIN
the TOTAL
should be as close to 💯
WITHOUT
GOING
OVER
he SPINS
💯
SO
it was RIGHT
BUT
NOT
SUPER
useful for PREDICTIONS
in ACTUAL situations
BUT
I FORGOT
I enjoy
game shows
Sunday, June 29, 2025
I FEEL LIKE
this is one of those THINGS
where my take
is just
HARD
for other people to
UNDERSTAND
BECAUSE
I'm pretty sure
I understand what people are talking about
BUT
what I'm doing is
MOVING on into the FUTURE
just WITHOUT them
they aren't
INVITED
on my
ADVENTURES
& they don't really want to go on them anyway
they want me to
BEHAVE
in SOME certain WAY
that fulfils
SOME
IDEA they have in their heads
BUT
it's nothing to do with ME
I've GONE
OFF
all those SCRIPTS
I do feel like
they SHOULD understand MORE
& I WORRY that
MAYBE
the twenty years
I've spent
EXPLAINING myself to you
MAYBE
wasn't VERY useful for you
MAYBE
it hasn't made sense
OR
MAYBE
ONLY
people like me
KNOW
the tarot
HOWEVER
thinks
you're PRETTY happy with me
I guess this
IDEA
that I'm not forgiving
that I'm
BITTER
I'm concerned that
YOU
FEEL that way
MAYBE
SO
I've been giving it
SOME THOUGHT
I'm NOT
I don't THINK
HOLDING a grudge
I AM
PRONE
to grudge holding
BUT
I've done a lot of
WORK
on it
I pretty much
NEVER
think about Deborah in my day to day life
I DON'T
wish her harm
BUT
I SEE
NO REASON to
have ANY
CONTACT
I think she was just being herself
and I THOUGHT she treated
ME bad
BECAUSE I was the
REDHEADED step-child
BUT
dad wouldn't let her spank me or hit me at ALL
& she REALLY resented THAT
AND
I felt like she made up for it with jason
I was afraid he was gonna have brain damage
from the number of times
she HIT him
in the HEAD
SO
I MEAN
I don't NEED to work with her to
BUILD some BETTER future
she's a BAD person
by MANY different metrics
& she's NOT someone
I would associate
with
if I weren't RELATED to her
& GUESS what
I'm NOT
I understand that she's jason's
MOTHER
SO
HE
has a different
EQUATION
if I had a kid
I don't think I would want them to know my mom
I FOR SURE
would NOT allow them to be around her
UNSUPERVISED
the fact that jason has solved his equation
by re-writing his history
is within his rights to
DO
BUT
I DON'T
ENDORCE
THAT
this guy almost ran over me with this scooterwhen I walked out of
& I WANTED vegan pistachio ice cream**made with coconut milk
BUT
it wasn't worth standing next to a bunch of people for however long that would take
in FACT
I don't think I would ever eat ice cream again
if I had to stand amid people in line to get it
BUT
DULUTH
charmed me
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