& my gran gran
both died
this time of year
& SOMETIMES 
I don't think about it 
BUT 
this year
I guess I'm supposed to 
I'm sorry if I'm being concerning 
it just occurred to me 
I might be 
I'm fine 
I'm just subdued 
I gotta go to sleep 
goodnight sweetheart π
I LOVE you VERY much π«Ά 
πΎπ«