I'm still
KINDA
FREAKED out
from THERAPY
he's not going to go see his mom
for christmas
LIKE
he ALWAYS does
&
he's not going to go see her before she dies
he LOVES his mom
he calls her
EVERY
DAY
& I THINK
well, he's got death issues
it's understandable
I can ABSOLUTELY understand
I was gonna say
ALL the WAYS
BUT
it's possible I don't
ACTUALLY
KNOW
ALL
it MIGHT
LONG TERM
for him
be BETTER
NOT
to LIKE have to see her die
BUT
then he said
SOME other stuff
AND
I'm all caught up in
ASKING myself
DO I really
UNDERSTAND people
or
do I just think I do
