tap into
MAGIC
too
I feel like
I'm this confusing
CONGLOMERATION
NOT
JUST
of logic & whimsy
BUT
I FEEL a lot of the time
like I am
of two minds
LIKE
one of me has these VERY concise
IDEAS of HOW
I should be DOING THINGS
BUT
the ME that has to actually DO them
GIVES PUSHBACK
& I WONDER if there
REALLY is a MISSION
AS SUCH
MAYBE
it's less hard edged than THAT
I've been thinking
MAYBE
at least PART of the MISSION
is to FIND the things
that GIVE me
that HAPPINESS I keep saying I WANT
BUT
can't talk intelligently about
JUST a thought
