Tuesday, December 31, 2024

I'm not doing anything special 
for new years eve
I'm not sure 
that I've
DONE 
anything for new years eve for years

I could drink
I HAVE
alcohol 

BUT 
I'm detoxing my liver
& I don't really have a desire to drink
I am very 
TIRED 

I would have slept later
BUT 
I thought I had
therapy 

I'm in bed now
if I don't pass out
I'll possibly 
WRITE something 

BUT 
I'm NOT 
at this moment 
having any
THOUGHTS which seem interesting 

I just am happy about 
they way my skin looks
I MEAN
it's not perfect 
& the huge red line*
*picking
on my forehead is not beautiful 

& I have aging 
BUT 
my under eyes looks
GOOD to me

& no makeup 

idk
how much of that is 
the anti picking routine 
& how much is the hormones 
levelling off
supplements 
skincare

BUT 
it makes me happy 
& I THINK 
I like the way I look NOW 
more than I did
ten years
ago

I hope you are having a beautiful day 
HAPPY NEW YEAR
SWEETHEART 
I LOVE you VERY much πŸ’‹ 
🫢🫢🫢
πŸ‘ΎπŸ«š
❤️