Tuesday, December 17, 2024

I THINK 
I didn't explain very well
when I'm not capturing all my thoughts

what that means is
although I'm 
EXPERIENCING 
the CONSORTIUM 
as separate from what I think of as me
it is ENTIRELY possible 

I just ran a program to recall
everything I DID 
DISCOVERED
that the contents of said discovery 
did not include the ACTION 
turning on the stove
&
REPORTED BACK
&
I just missed all that

SO
LIFE is possibly 
less bizarre than I'm giving it credit for 

ALSO
I MUST have KNOWN 
on some level
that I turned on the wrong street 
I went down to the bayou 
I THINK 
I even
said
HEY

aren't I supposed to TURN 
HERE when I crossed
the street I was supposed to turn on

& then said something like
NO & if so
I GUESS 
the universe is just telling us to go to ulta 

BUT 
I had decided not to go to ulta 
SO
I'm not sure how to 
EXPLAIN 

I didn't get my hair cut, though

ulta is too conventional for haircuts now
THEY aren't going to give me
MANGA hair
& THAT
is what I want

I'm going to have to cut it myself again 

I'm a little afraid 
BUT 
I wear a hat all the time now
& nobody really looking at me
it grows back

I'm probably going to try it


therapy was cancelled again 
he's still sick 😷🧸🧿