last night for like idk an hour-ish before bed
& my intention was a little foggy
SOMETHING
around
raising my consciousness
getting back to a place where I am not avoiding
people mostly
I guess
& THEN
I passed out and slept for more than
TWELVE hours
& DREAMED
and dreamed and dreamed
about all kinda crazy scenarios with people
ALSO
I was flying around in a helicopter
I got it caught in a tree
& had to figure out how to get it down
I don't know what any of that
MEANS
it felt like I was working through some stuff
I'm listening to the chanting now
while I type this
I guess I want to become
a magnet for wonderful experiences
I want to ENJOY being around people
I want to find people enriching
instead of draining
I feel like I had that ability in my past
I'm not unhappy
BUT
I need to put myself out there as they say
in order for the UNIVERSE to have
OPPORTUNITIES to
GIVE me
all the stuff it's lining up
& I need to connect with the humans
I've shut down in ways I need to
crank back up
